{"id":129,"date":"2019-12-19T17:30:00","date_gmt":"2019-12-19T22:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rosslynchay.me\/fieldnotes\/?p=129"},"modified":"2023-05-23T17:32:20","modified_gmt":"2023-05-23T21:32:20","slug":"thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rosslynchay.me\/fieldnotes\/journal\/2019\/thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"Thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>How much are thoughts worth,<br> if a dollar sign can be tagged to each?<br> It used to be a penny, with inflation,<br> now, it\u2019s gotta be more.<br> Are thoughts good or bad?<br> How does one tie a value to them?<br> A thought can summon a storm,<br> put a man on the moon,<br> or scare the shit out of you.<br> Perhaps, not all should see the light of day,<br> yet, how can we be certain? Surely,<br> they ought to be seen by the thinker,<br> not held back from a pretty journal!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I used to find it a challenge keeping up with daily journaling. I could get a pretty notebook but even that didn&#8217;t entice me to write. In fact, it made it harder. I was stressed out with what to print in the book. My inner critic started judging me for my messy handwriting and shaming me for not having &#8220;creative&#8221; or &#8220;good&#8221; thoughts put down in the book.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Over time, I changed to a plain notebook which was more economical. Since I was doing the practice of Morning Pages daily, I was filling up my pages really fast. And guess what, I still caught myself holding back some of my thoughts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Since then, I&#8217;ve made a pact with myself, committing to put every single thought down before judging them. Good or bad, hey, I deserve to see them. And surprise! I bought a slightly prettier notebook recently because I&#8217;m determined to fill it up with whatever thoughts I have. Not only do I deserve to see them, my thoughts matter to me. They don&#8217;t have to be seen by others but here&#8217;s when I start practicing being honest with myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How about you, dear one? How are you filtering your thoughts? What judgment are you having on yourself? Why and how did that come about?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How much are thoughts worth, if a dollar sign can be tagged to each? It used to be a penny, with inflation, now, it\u2019s gotta be more. Are thoughts good or bad? How does one tie a value to them? A thought can summon a storm, put a man on the moon, or scare the &hellip;<\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"> <a class=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/rosslynchay.me\/fieldnotes\/journal\/2019\/thoughts\/\"> <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Thoughts<\/span> Read More &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"rosslynchay","author_link":"https:\/\/rosslynchay.me\/fieldnotes\/author\/rosslynchay_mc3ksf\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"How much are thoughts worth, if a dollar sign can be tagged to each? 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